Page 50
Dear you,

its me again x i cant express enough how much I wish you were here x maybe im a scary headache for sounding so obsessed with you; which i hope u dont feel like i am, but i miss you x

theres a part of me wanting to tell you every little emotion that streams through my mind as i send these letters to you x i wish that they were more than just letters x i wish they were gifts x

I can’t get my mind off of you x every little simple “hello” is a silver spoon to me x its all i could ever want & the fact that you write more makes it even better x someday I will see you x someday I want to be with you x of course i can’t just say that without knowing how you feel x but the stars are heavy for me x and every last night in this city calls me over to imagining what things could be like x

Indeed x i miss you x thanks for holding me down x

love,

Me